I watched a video the other day. It was a plot synopsis of the Two Kinds web comic, and it's implications on transgender culture and community. I thought nothing of it at first, but it made me think, as the person in the video started talking about Natani.

Natani is a wolf ... person in this comic, that is born with a female body, but over the run of the comic comes to terms more and more with his identity as a man. At the same time, this character is the first, and also only, fictional character I would say I ever had a crush on.

Now I extend this thought over all the media that peaked my interest in the past. A movie called Nimona about a girl that struggles with the stigma of being different in her body, the Youtuber Chipflake that transistioned not that long ago, the furry artist Reservoirdog (aka Lakehounds) that predominently makes transformation and transgender content.

Something about their stories intrigues me. Even my ex boyfriend mentioned that they wanna transition, and the idea really intrigued me too. And no, I myself feel very comfortable in my male body, but something about that "gender euphoria" that trans people get to experience intrigues me quiet a lot. I guess I am happy for them and love to see people be happy and themselves in their bodies ^w^

24 / 09 / 30

Making friends is a difficult thing nowadays, espescially with the Internet keeping people more and more at home and away from each other. Yes, it is possible to make friendships online, but the really meaningful ones are made in real life. Those also fade away way less than online firends, that you maybe didn't even see once in real life at all, or don't even know how they look.

I made some good friends recently by complete comincidence and fittingly Mark Manson released the video about adult friendships on his channel as well. And I want to share his wisdom on here as well:

Friendship = Proximity x (Frequency + Duration) x (Interests + Emotions + History)

And this basically means, to build a friendship, you need to be close to somebody, see them frequently and share interests or a common history or something else that conencts you. This is done easier when you frequently meet at a place for a hobby, like a arcade or a basketball court or a bar.

24 / 08 / 19

It's weird, I was excited to write on here. I was excited to share my thoughts. To have an outlet where I could throw everything into that I could come up with. But then suddenly, nothing.

It sat around for a few days, a few weeks, but then a spark egnited again. A little one, just enough to be noticed, but something that you would need to foster so it could burn. And that is exactly what I am trying to do now. Give it a little blow of life, so it may roar in the future.